Post-Mistress Hypnosis
4/01/2005
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Today's session was my first with Mistress X after we worked out this Mistress thing, and it surprised us all a bit. (Mistress B came in at the end.) First off, it was probably more therapeutic than anything else, but it ended with Mistress X and Mistress B both more appreciative just how therapeutic their "non-therapeutic" hypnotic releases actually were. It involved hypnotizing Mistress X. It involved probing of deep secrets in trance, but Mistress X and Mistress B both learned more and profound new things about me from discussions afterwards. These things seem quite contradictory but hypnosis is often that way. Explaining it is a challenge.
Mistress X induced trance right as I went in with some finger play and lead me into her studio sitting facing her. She ran through some deepeners and surrender related suggestions.
At some point we discussed this Mistress thing and how I felt about it. Basically, it felt friendly and warm. I know that I'm always in fear of rejection this kink of mine and it is amazingly nice to know that I can have it, can show it, and she will accept it.
She probed for my deepest secrets but did not find much she did not already know. Actually my fascinated readers, this blog represents a good chunk of my deepest secrets. It represents and puts out there what I have had to hide all my life. The other thing about being deep in trance and being probed is that you are sort of stupid. If asked if you ever …. you would answer, but answering something like "what is your deepest secret" you draw a blank because it is just to broad a question and takes too much thinking and memory review to figure it out.
The other rule of probing is to not ask any question for which you are not ready for the answer. In a previous session, Mistress X did get an answer out of me in deep trance that semi-surprised me and semi-shocked her. (No, don't go digging into this blog, I left that part out.) This time the revelations came from being asked when awake about some basic things and they caught X and B a bit unprepared. I expect that Mistress X is figuratively pounding her head wondering why she had not asked previously. They saw richer view of me today.
Included in this view were insights into some of the stresses in my life and the role I play as a stabilizing factor in the lives of others. I'm not sharing these life events in this blog, but I think they see more directly how much they have helped me and how this has helped others.
Misc Unexpanded Notes - you'll have to fill in the blanks
There is a lot I am not recalling right now, perhaps because I am tired.
Yeah, I know - you all want to know about my hypnotizing Mistress X. I'll comment on that tomorrow if asked. Anybody interested?
Mistress X induced trance right as I went in with some finger play and lead me into her studio sitting facing her. She ran through some deepeners and surrender related suggestions.
At some point we discussed this Mistress thing and how I felt about it. Basically, it felt friendly and warm. I know that I'm always in fear of rejection this kink of mine and it is amazingly nice to know that I can have it, can show it, and she will accept it.
She probed for my deepest secrets but did not find much she did not already know. Actually my fascinated readers, this blog represents a good chunk of my deepest secrets. It represents and puts out there what I have had to hide all my life. The other thing about being deep in trance and being probed is that you are sort of stupid. If asked if you ever …. you would answer, but answering something like "what is your deepest secret" you draw a blank because it is just to broad a question and takes too much thinking and memory review to figure it out.
The other rule of probing is to not ask any question for which you are not ready for the answer. In a previous session, Mistress X did get an answer out of me in deep trance that semi-surprised me and semi-shocked her. (No, don't go digging into this blog, I left that part out.) This time the revelations came from being asked when awake about some basic things and they caught X and B a bit unprepared. I expect that Mistress X is figuratively pounding her head wondering why she had not asked previously. They saw richer view of me today.
Included in this view were insights into some of the stresses in my life and the role I play as a stabilizing factor in the lives of others. I'm not sharing these life events in this blog, but I think they see more directly how much they have helped me and how this has helped others.
Misc Unexpanded Notes - you'll have to fill in the blanks
- Progress on therapeutic goals, (see As Long as I'm There Anyway and Possible Theraputic Areas)
- Feel her touch on my back, a pat, when I'm taking care of myself
- Limits on time spent on this stuff
- Misc and scatted reinforcements of my acceptance of her as my Mistress
- Sense of electricity/energy flow from a rock
- Inability to open a door
- Post hypnosis discussion re possible genetic predisposition to this
There is a lot I am not recalling right now, perhaps because I am tired.
Yeah, I know - you all want to know about my hypnotizing Mistress X. I'll comment on that tomorrow if asked. Anybody interested?
2 Comments:
Yeah, talk about hypnotizing your mistress. "You want to be my mistress. You will make me do anything you want. . ."
Seems kind of confusing from a logical viewpoint, no?
Go ahead and explain it. If you can, please put a link to it here if you back date it.
There is no logical confusion if I remember two things:
1) When I’m hypnotizing her, I am serving her agenda, not mine
2) Her agenda is different than mine
As the hypnotist, I have super responsibilities rather than the being freedom from responsibilities I get as the hypnotized one. My agenda then is to further her agenda. With regards to being a Mistress, at most, I might confirm that I’m ok with what she has been doing, but unless specifically asked I’d not try to reinforce her Mistress status.
That said, even if I were invited to try, it is not necessarily logically confusing. Possible suggestions: It is ok to do this. It is ok to want to do this, to enjoy doing this. You know that you ARE serving his needs by putting him deeply under. You know he enjoys being told what to do. It’s so fun to have a powerful man under your influence, doing anything you want” …
See? It’s not at all difficult or confusing.
The only thing is, hypnosis has not been needed for these thoughts, she seems to have reached these conclusions independently!
New business market for Goddess X: Sell services to persuade other hypnotists to express their suppressed dominant sides. I know you can do it, because you’ve already done it twice! ;->
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As it was, we did not get much further than trance induction before ending it. She wanted to see what sort of hypnotic instincts I have, and I think I showed her that they are quite developed. It is hard to supply a play by play given how long it has been before somebody broke silence and asked for the details, but basically I knew that she would be micro analyzing everything I did and how it affected her. Ok, I have something she is naturally focusing on, Erickson would have no doubt what to do with it and neither did I. Drawing her attention even more to it and a semi-confusion approach seemed to do just fine. It probably helped that just after starting and before much of a trance could develop I gave her the 2 suggestions she probably most needed to let herself proceed.