The Perfect Mysterious Male Subject
3/31/2005
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The other night, no doubt in response to commands implanted my Mistress N (See Mistress N's Effects), I went into another room alone, thought “Mistress N” to myself and experienced a rather pleasant dreamlike trance where I basically felt N’s controlling presence while I relaxed into it.
Earlier I called her the “Perfect Mysterious Female Hypnotist”, someone I don’t really know, but whom I trust and who has had me surrendered, is inclined to do so again, and has the power to make me surrender again. This label still applies even after she has hypontized me, maybe even more so.
Am I “The Perfect Mysterious Male Subject”?
I am a mystery to her, but not a total mystery both because of what she has learned from X and because of what she has learned from this blog. The knows I have power and influence and the ability to make things happen because she sees some of it happening though my interaction with others. She knows that I am safe, that I can participate in this way and still honor boundaries, that I will not cause unexpected complications in her life. She knows that I want this, that it is beneficial to me, so there are no ethical barriers to her participation. She knows that I want to be controlled as deeply as she wants to have somebody in her control.
I do not know if Mistress N thinks of me as “The Perfect Mysterious Male Subject” but I would be pleased if she did. I know much less about her than I do of my other mistresses, so the following is all speculation, but I have an image of a good hearted lady trying to help others, trying to do good, while burdened with the complications of running her business, perhaps with running the businesses of others, and perhaps with running a family. On top of this she accepts to some degree the problems of her therapeutic clients. All these things demand of her, require things of her, split her, not leaving her much time for just her. On top of this, she is dealing with hypnosis all the time and probably has to be ever so very careful to not seem controlling.
I can be more relaxed during the week knowing that no matter what is going on now, I will get a break the next time I surrender.
I hope that in Mistress N’s greatest moments of stress, when the demands on her seem endless, when she seems to be serving everybody else’s needs, that she thinks of me, that she thinks that she could if she so wanted and when she so chooses call me and hypnotize me into her complete control, make me completely responsive to her, to have somebody who WILL listen, and who WILL do what she asks, somebody to whom she does not need to apologize for wanting and exercising some control, somebody where she can let this side of her be fully expressed, somebody who gives her power and in so doing empowers her totally, and somebody who cannot reject her and will accept her fully.
If things work for her in a manner analogous to how they work for me, just knowing this can help her through stressful moments, and even when not stressed, just knowing this can give her a bit of a rush, a warm and fuzzy, a sense of comfort.
I do not know if any of this speculation is true, but I would be pleased if this or something like it were true, that I am a “The Perfect Mysterious Male Subject” for her and that this gives her a sense of fun, excitement, empowerment, and comfort whenever she thinks of it.
I don’t know if “Subject” is the best word. What term goes best in
“The Perfect Mysterious Male _______________”?
Readers, now that I have many, please comment, what term fits?
Mistresses, of course I'd love to know your opinions, but I'd never make this sort of demand of you. If you do comment in a way I can share I do think that you will have many hundreds of hypno fans hanging on every word.
Earlier I called her the “Perfect Mysterious Female Hypnotist”, someone I don’t really know, but whom I trust and who has had me surrendered, is inclined to do so again, and has the power to make me surrender again. This label still applies even after she has hypontized me, maybe even more so.
Am I “The Perfect Mysterious Male Subject”?
I am a mystery to her, but not a total mystery both because of what she has learned from X and because of what she has learned from this blog. The knows I have power and influence and the ability to make things happen because she sees some of it happening though my interaction with others. She knows that I am safe, that I can participate in this way and still honor boundaries, that I will not cause unexpected complications in her life. She knows that I want this, that it is beneficial to me, so there are no ethical barriers to her participation. She knows that I want to be controlled as deeply as she wants to have somebody in her control.
I do not know if Mistress N thinks of me as “The Perfect Mysterious Male Subject” but I would be pleased if she did. I know much less about her than I do of my other mistresses, so the following is all speculation, but I have an image of a good hearted lady trying to help others, trying to do good, while burdened with the complications of running her business, perhaps with running the businesses of others, and perhaps with running a family. On top of this she accepts to some degree the problems of her therapeutic clients. All these things demand of her, require things of her, split her, not leaving her much time for just her. On top of this, she is dealing with hypnosis all the time and probably has to be ever so very careful to not seem controlling.
I can be more relaxed during the week knowing that no matter what is going on now, I will get a break the next time I surrender.
I hope that in Mistress N’s greatest moments of stress, when the demands on her seem endless, when she seems to be serving everybody else’s needs, that she thinks of me, that she thinks that she could if she so wanted and when she so chooses call me and hypnotize me into her complete control, make me completely responsive to her, to have somebody who WILL listen, and who WILL do what she asks, somebody to whom she does not need to apologize for wanting and exercising some control, somebody where she can let this side of her be fully expressed, somebody who gives her power and in so doing empowers her totally, and somebody who cannot reject her and will accept her fully.
If things work for her in a manner analogous to how they work for me, just knowing this can help her through stressful moments, and even when not stressed, just knowing this can give her a bit of a rush, a warm and fuzzy, a sense of comfort.
I do not know if any of this speculation is true, but I would be pleased if this or something like it were true, that I am a “The Perfect Mysterious Male Subject” for her and that this gives her a sense of fun, excitement, empowerment, and comfort whenever she thinks of it.
I don’t know if “Subject” is the best word. What term goes best in
“The Perfect Mysterious Male _______________”?
Readers, now that I have many, please comment, what term fits?
Mistresses, of course I'd love to know your opinions, but I'd never make this sort of demand of you. If you do comment in a way I can share I do think that you will have many hundreds of hypno fans hanging on every word.
2 Comments:
Mistress N said...
I did so enjoy working with my "Perfect Mysterious Male Subject". Do you enjoy the mysteriousness as I do? I find it interesting that we trust each other and feel safe with each other. Is it that we both have complicated lives? Is it that we know we are both good hearted people? Is it that we have ethics deep within ourselves and we need to play? I will safely control you if you surrender safely!
Yes, it is mysterious and that is wonderful – less messy reality to confuse things.
It does have to do with having complicated lives. New catch phrase:
== Life is complicated, Hypnosis is not ==
Yes, we do need to play, but for the play to work we need good hearts, ethics, boundaries, and respect. Otherwise neither of us could dare to play with this intriguing fire.