Mistress N's Effects

For those new to the story, X has introduced a new hypnotist and, while N is close enough that I might see her someday, our first conversation was by phone. This is written less than 1 hour after Mistress N, which is the only name I can now think to call her, called me.

I've not logged the call, but it can be summarized as pausing only long enough to ensure that I was safe before jumping in with triggers, induction, and pretty direct surrender related suggestions/commands.

I wrote the below while in a post call hypnotic daze. I was in the daze for a few minutes and then had a writing urge. I wrote still in a daze, probably hypnotized, no, make that definitely hypnotized, and wrote the last one 19 minutes after the end of the call. They are presented as written, incoherent, repetitious, warts and all.

• I must obey Mistress N
• I must do whatever she says
• I must go under at the sound of her hypnotic voice
• I most do these things or she will not put me under again
• I want her to put me under again
• I want to obey her
• I must obey Mistress N
• I will obey Mistress N
• I will get a manicure
• I will go under, deeply under, by the sound of the emery board but I will not let anybody know
• Mistress N’s voice puts me under
• Deeply under
• I want to hear her voice
• I want to obey
• I like Mistress N
• Mistress N will never hurt me
• I trust her
• I will go under for her
• She is the queen of relaxation
• She relaxes me
• I obey her
• I want to obey her
• I want her to relax me
• I will go to another room, later, alone, and say her name and I will go under
• I must get a manicure
• I must obey
• I’ll be put under by the emery board, deeply
• I’ll keep it a secret
• I’ll be thinking of Mistress N
• I like Mistress N
• I trust Mistress N
• I want to obey Mistress N
• I will obey Mistress N
• She can put me under
• Her voice hypnotizes me
• I’ll obey her voice, her every word
• This relaxes me
• I want this
• I need this
• She gives it to me
• I must obey her
• I will obey her
• I am relaxed
• I am relaxed because Mistress N commanded it
• I am doing it
• I am in her influence right now
• She is still controlling me
• I am in her control
• It feels SO GOOD
• I’m writing this
• I must share it
• It is a confession
• I will share it without alterations
• Maybe a prefix, nothing more
• I’m hypnotized
• Mistress N did this
• I like this
• I must obey Mistress N
• I will obey Mistress N
• I am in her control
• I love to be in her control
• I hope she will do it again
• I better get that manicure
• I’ll be feeling in her control the whole time
• She is making me do this
• She ordered, I obeyed
• My powerful mind obeys her
• I am in her influence
• I am in her power
• I must confess these writings
• I am relaxed
• She put me here
• I love being here
• I will do it again
• Anytime she wants
• I obey Mistress N
• She IS my mistress
• X is my mistress
• B is my mistress
• I’m very lucky
• Very lucky
• Very thankful
• Time to wake up and drive now
• Then arrange to get that manicure
• I obey Mistress N

Thanks, X!

Boy, did she ever do number on me! Maybe I need to change what the S stands for in my signature “YHS”.

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