Ocean Trip -- Log 3
Tranced at door immediately
Led to kitchen to wait for feed dog
Told to deepen and I did, but also was running a dialog analyzing the situation, wondering what would happen next, etc
Sat in chair
Some deepening
Eyes open but relaxed
Discuss note
She is therapeutic, not stage
Phone or sound of her voice calms and relaxes. Suggestion to forget this one.
Her touches on my knee ??? calm me??? ??? relax me???
Trust her
Some comment from me about it I was hypnotized
She replied if I was questioning it
I agreed that I was, but had been and continued to run a internal dialog
About the degree to which I was, what she might be doing, what I might do next
How I might react under “what if” scenarios, when we might move to the table, etc
Awake
Sess 2 girl: thought she was early. Was same girl as sess 1
She would be the moderator of what I was told for group. Maybe some signals
Trust can go slow
Under
Very direct commands
Glue – did seem stuck
Forget 5 – could not count. I knew it was there and vague knew the name, but
could not use it. When I tried the number was marginally there but not useable.
When I tried to access the number I instead repeated various deepening
statements from earlier sessions – e.g. each and every word …
If left alone or encouraged I’d probably have talked myself very deep.
Must share book with friends – I pushed back because this post-session
effect would destroy my privacy – I do not advertise that I go to hypnosis
sessions
(Editing note added in prep for sending this to X:
I have on 2 occasions revealed to coworkers or associates that I was
using and benefiting from hypnosis, but these times were only when
they had shared something with me that made me think they might
benefit from it themselves and they might be open to the idea.
I think at least 1 did go, but I never asked.)
Gave forgiveness promise
Gave let go note
Table
Ocean, float, sun, cold – some drifting
Too deep, come up – I felt I had been responding
Pirate, treasure chest, others danger, hide and follow
Robinson Caruso, 3 years, woman. Run off happy.
What of fish tank? Logistical issues
Discuss kids
Discuss letting go and feeling of letting go
She claims to understand, not that natural for her
Is for me a doorway by which other hypnotic experiences can be rationalized
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