Defeets of the Goddesses
9/25/2005
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My session with Goddess B started with a brief discussion about garden insect pest control before she used several triggers on me in her atrium. I was lead to the massage room and given the usual instructions to prepare while going deeper and to call her when ready.
Her induction and enchantment was her normal stuff with extra emphasis on surrendering everything and being in her complete control. I was more receptive to this than I have been in the last few sessions and more willing or able to just zone out.
She had me sleepwalking and going to a dresser and help her wind threads onto spools. This I did unquestioningly and without paying much attention to my involvement in doing it.
Back on the table I eventually entered that state where I echo most of her suggestions. This seems to form some sort of reinforcement cycle where she feeds back to me that which is most effective.
What is it with feet? Somewhere after turnover she had me up and applying lotion to her feet and massaging them. I did this with the same narrowness of focus I often have with Goddess N where I was aware of 1 foot and some of the ankle and not of the other foot or the rest of her or even of her reactions. What I am curious about is whether she came to this spontaneously or if she was inspired by the events with my other Goddesses. I know that they talk, but I know that it is not that common and mostly they have things in common to talk about that are not related to me, and I know that she reads my blog entries related to her but does not as often read the blog entries from the sessions of the others. I don't mind massaging the feet and it is sometimes pleasant, but I am starting to wonder if foot massages are some inevitable milestone in the path of the development of a Goddess.
Somewhere between halfway and three quarters into the session somebody was calling to her from outside the room. She did not respond to these and continued as if they were not occurring. I trusted her to do whatever was appropriate in reaction to the calls and did not concern myself as to what that might be.
Her induction and enchantment was her normal stuff with extra emphasis on surrendering everything and being in her complete control. I was more receptive to this than I have been in the last few sessions and more willing or able to just zone out.
She had me sleepwalking and going to a dresser and help her wind threads onto spools. This I did unquestioningly and without paying much attention to my involvement in doing it.
Back on the table I eventually entered that state where I echo most of her suggestions. This seems to form some sort of reinforcement cycle where she feeds back to me that which is most effective.
What is it with feet? Somewhere after turnover she had me up and applying lotion to her feet and massaging them. I did this with the same narrowness of focus I often have with Goddess N where I was aware of 1 foot and some of the ankle and not of the other foot or the rest of her or even of her reactions. What I am curious about is whether she came to this spontaneously or if she was inspired by the events with my other Goddesses. I know that they talk, but I know that it is not that common and mostly they have things in common to talk about that are not related to me, and I know that she reads my blog entries related to her but does not as often read the blog entries from the sessions of the others. I don't mind massaging the feet and it is sometimes pleasant, but I am starting to wonder if foot massages are some inevitable milestone in the path of the development of a Goddess.
Somewhere between halfway and three quarters into the session somebody was calling to her from outside the room. She did not respond to these and continued as if they were not occurring. I trusted her to do whatever was appropriate in reaction to the calls and did not concern myself as to what that might be.
2 Comments:
Dear DT,
I am still smiling and laughing as I write this entry! You are right, what is IT with feet? The ultimate act of submitting to your mistress? Something to ponder and ponder.
N
It needs to be remembered that the feet thing comes from the Mistresses, not from me. (I don’t have any particular interest in feet.) So the perception of it being an act of submitting must reside in them. It could be seen as an extension of kneeling, but in this particular case with Goddess B she was on the table and I was standing.
I think it is probably something more profound in a way that puts it definitely on the path to becoming a Goddess. I think it represents the Goddesses become confident in their influence, confident enough to overtly direct attention to one of their needs. It might mark a step beyond enjoying the submission mostly for its potential.
This may seem odd to some readers, but it is not odd when you remember that I am the first submissive for all of my Mistresses, that all of them have other roles they follow with everybody else. They are not used to being clearly in unquestioned control and are not used to using this control or even to thinking of how it might be used.
I doubt that the feet thing is the 'ultimate' anything, it may be more the first step down a new path. We are all still learning where this might go.
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Ok, now you have more to ponder, my Goddess.