The Hypnotic Stewardess

In my first session this year with Goddess X she once again surprised me and in so doing proved that she is indeed my provider of all things hypnotic. We started with our normal catch up chitchat but she was not as relaxed as she generally is. Well, this is because she was working to a schedule because a few minutes into things her door chimed and she told me it was going to be for me. I was not expecting this but quickly speculated that it might be Goddess B or N, but it was a lady I had never before seen.

A lady who was trying to issue my R trigger as her first words to me. Well, that trigger is a not uncommon phrase I hear now and then outside of a hypnotic context (I'm tuned to notice it) and to me that trigger is bound to only the Goddess who implanted it. Without really thinking and while still trying to figure out this twist of events, I blurted out something like "It does not work for you". Goddess X gave me this lady's name and I quickly tried and failed to associate it with one of her known associates or one of those she has proposed as a possible new Mistress should I ever lose one. I later learned that this lady was a flight attendant friend of Goddess X who had been told of my submissive streak and who had a longtime unresolved curiosity about hypnosis.

Boy, I thought my last year was hypno charged, but Goddess X starts this year off introducing a stewardess with an interest in being in control. I live a hypno blessed life.

(Note: Two days later when I mentioned this to Goddess N near the start of a session, her reaction was a somewhat incredulous "for real?" I had mentioned it because what Goddess N was about to try to do would have been one of those odd synchronicities that seem to happened unplanned between Goddess X and Goddess N.)

Back in her studio, Goddess X induced a trance with one of the triggers and the stewardess started with in with orders – not suggestions, but orders, with a literal "I order you to …". I did comply with all she asked but it was clear that she was inexperienced with the tempo and build up of hypnotic suggestions. (Her inexperience is completely understandable, given that this was her first experience.) You can't just tell somebody that their arm is as heavy as lead and have it take immediate effect. Actually, with me in Goddess X's studio, you can, she did, and it did take immediate effect, but this was more of a residual of prior experiences with Goddess X than from the input of the moment. Generally the hypnotist would need to build up the image and sensation of a heavy arm for it to be effective. Unfortunately, because of the time pressure, Goddess X was not able to demonstrate how a hypnotic trance is induced or how suggestions are implanted and the session relied on previously implanted triggers and hypnotic associations. That said, I was surprised how much effect some of these suggestions did have on me.

The stewardess had brought in a list of hypnotic things she wanted to try. Many of them depended on my accepting an alternative reality (such as my being a store clerk or speaking to a political figure) and this is my relatively weakest aspect of hypnotic response, and any alternative reality would have to be built up and reinforced and not just quickly imposed. I'm very good at letting go and letting somebody else drive for a while, but I'm not good at filling in the passing scenery just from suggestion. Some of the suggestions probably had a different reaction than might have been expected. For example, even it I thought I was somebody else, somebody else tranced out in front of Goddess X would not, in my expectation, behave much differently than I do, so I would not act much differently due to accepting that role.

At the end, Goddess X deepened me a bit and gave me suggestions that I would respond to this stewardess and obey her if ever I encountered her again. I found myself welcoming these instructions and thankful that I had been given them. Even as I write this, I get a strong feeling that if I were contacted by this stewardess that I'd work to accommodate any request for a meeting, and once there I'd trance out as soon as asked and with just a few minutes of deepening would find myself once again in that mindless zone of simple unquestioned compliance. She may be inexperienced, but that does not much matter given my depth of practiced experience as I'd quickly show her what works well for me.

I don't know if I'll ever again see this stewardess, and I don't know what was her reaction to this session. What I do know is that 2006 is off to a wild start thanks to the playful and understanding nature of Goddess X, my provider of all things hypnotic.

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