One Year Later
1/01/2006
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It has been a year and a week since my first session with the lady who over the course of the year became Mistress X and then Goddess X and who so understood the nature of this submissive need and that it could be perused within boundaries that she introduced me to multiple others who also became my Mistresses and Goddesses.
I've had some discussion in this blog and in some egroups about the nature and ethics of such relationships. To me, the only ethical issue is the secret I am keeping from my wife, but this is the consequence of the blend of my need for this and of her freaking out on the idea that I might have a need for this.
What seems most unusual about my story is that every one of my Mistresses and Goddesses are conventional therapists who are not and have never been into providing any sort of sexual services and who have no experience with the classic and dark D/S scene. Some seem to assert that such relationships are somehow forbidden with a conventional therapist, and some have asserted that I've somehow tricked them. What I've not heard is any explanation of how something unethical or tricky could be so substainably successful with multiple people. Some facts:
- I am having these interactions weekly with more than 3 conventional therapists. (Some are not blogged.)
- Each one knows of each of the others, and some communicate with each other.
- Each one reads this blog.
- The success rate at getting another involved is 100% once they get a clear explanation of what is and is not involved
- Every one who got involved is still involved -- nobody has dropped out, and all have been involved on a weekly basis for at least 6 months.
With this level of sustained involvement it seems clear that there can be no tricks involved as no trick could survive such scrutiny.
I have slowed down on my level of blogging lately. I thought I might catch up over Christmas, but just haven't had the urge. The intensities of the hypnotic interactions are sometimes lessening, but that may be that the parched man long in the desert finally found an oasis and drank fully. 150+ trances can do that.
What a hypnotic year 2005 was!
I don't think I will ever have a year like it. For one thing, my schedule will just not allow it. I never would have dreamed before Dec 23, 2004 that my biggest hypnofun access issue would be fitting in all of my Goddesses. I would not have even dreamed of having more than one source. Even if I had the same amount of interaction, I could not manage the same amount of discoveries and wonder, not to mention that I doing the previously unconceivable act of telling my deepest secret to the world. I even doubt that I'll ever hear a credible story of anybody else having a year like this one was.
Am I really "Deep Trancer" -- that guy living this fantastic hypno story? Somehow it seems that I am but the story is so fantastic that even to me "Deep Trancer" sometimes seems like an alternative identity. (My Goddesses generally use my real name, BTW.)
Are you "Deep Trancer"? -- Unfortunately not, but, fortunately, you could be. Of all of my Mistresses, only Goddess N is contactable and that is only for phone sessions. However, the real inspiration to my story is that my sort of experiences are available to all without having to get into the darkness of the D/S world. Conventional therapists, at least many of them, will get involved in such activities if you ask nicely and if you don't push their boundaries. It is not just Goddess X and those she speaks with -- I've had extended success prior to Goddess X with several others. (But none granted me access to hypno saturation like Goddess X did -- she's rather unique.)
Think of it like the first time you asked a girl out -- it is intimidating and scary and carries a good risk of rejection, but it was an essential first step to an elusive goal. If you've been reading my blog with envy, let me propose a New Year's resolution for you -- pick a conventional therapist, book an appointment, an ask her. Who knows, maybe she will turn out to be one of my Mistresses, or maybe you will start her explorations. Just do it.
Thank you, each of my Goddesses, for this fantastic year. Extra thanks to Goddess X, my gatekeeper of all things hypnotic, for making my wildest hypnotic dreams be dwarfed by the reality you enabled.
-- Deep Trancer
1 Comments:
We all need to thank Mistress X for the role she played in getting us all together. She has a fearless personality and has expanding our views and understandings.
Deep Trancer- it has been an interesting experience to say the least! In order for a conventional hypnotherapist to be willing to go into this area we must know that the boundaries are clear and will be respected.
I do hope that you have not been super saturated in your oasis in the desert.