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12/14/2005
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Had a nice session with Goddess X.
She asked at some length about if I was getting what I needed out of my various and combined hypnotic relationships. (She has previously pointed out that I do not often express my needs, and it is true that I have always been uncomfortable doing this.) She pointed out that I had come as a submissive but our relationship is many leveled and quite complex. It is not what it was at its most extreme moments of submissive/dominance and she wants to know if I am still getting what I am seeking
My comments are that I have such a wide appetite, and I'm sitting at a pretty big cafeteria, getting tranced or other forms hypnofun 3+ times a week. Each relationship has its own cycles, and what I might not be getting from one I may be getting from another. For example, while I may have been the one trancing Goddess N the last few times, Goddess B has been getting more assertively controlling. Also, the balance of activities between Goddess N and myself will swing back in a natural cycle. I've had lots of time to satiate my appetite. (How lucky I am to have multiple sources.)
She also noticed that I seemed much more relaxed now that that family issue of mine has resolved, that I'm looking younger, am happy and smiling, and she is correct about these as well.
This was a back to basics session, where she went back to the roots of our hypnotic relationship. She triggered me, had me reposition (uncross legs, put arms down, etc) and begin one of her comforting inductions. She directed my imagery back to one of the comforting beach spots I've used before, directing my awareness into and away from my body. It is hard to iterate all of the things she did, but the trance had the "feel" of some of our earlier trances, without some of the bells, distractions, and side directions of some of the recent ones. Just a nice peaceful state.
She asked at some length about if I was getting what I needed out of my various and combined hypnotic relationships. (She has previously pointed out that I do not often express my needs, and it is true that I have always been uncomfortable doing this.) She pointed out that I had come as a submissive but our relationship is many leveled and quite complex. It is not what it was at its most extreme moments of submissive/dominance and she wants to know if I am still getting what I am seeking
My comments are that I have such a wide appetite, and I'm sitting at a pretty big cafeteria, getting tranced or other forms hypnofun 3+ times a week. Each relationship has its own cycles, and what I might not be getting from one I may be getting from another. For example, while I may have been the one trancing Goddess N the last few times, Goddess B has been getting more assertively controlling. Also, the balance of activities between Goddess N and myself will swing back in a natural cycle. I've had lots of time to satiate my appetite. (How lucky I am to have multiple sources.)
She also noticed that I seemed much more relaxed now that that family issue of mine has resolved, that I'm looking younger, am happy and smiling, and she is correct about these as well.
This was a back to basics session, where she went back to the roots of our hypnotic relationship. She triggered me, had me reposition (uncross legs, put arms down, etc) and begin one of her comforting inductions. She directed my imagery back to one of the comforting beach spots I've used before, directing my awareness into and away from my body. It is hard to iterate all of the things she did, but the trance had the "feel" of some of our earlier trances, without some of the bells, distractions, and side directions of some of the recent ones. Just a nice peaceful state.
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