Exposing the Shining Light
7/13/2005
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The purpose of today's session was for Goddess N and I to hypnotize Goddess X regarding an issue in her and this we accomplished.
This occurred in Goddess X's studio. We spent about an hour in pre talk, about half related to what the session would address and about half was spent strategizing. She is about to embark on a new business initiative that is a big thing for her and she thinks Goddess N and I are the best ones with which to work it out.
We already knew the general area of interest and I had noted (but not blogged) some earlier comments from Goddess X on the issue. Basically, a part of her that has always shined is not shining as brightly as it seems it should.
In the course of our discussion we discovered several things. One of the most significant was identifying what might have been a turning point, when positive directions in this turned downward. Like many of us, Goddess X has some vulnerabilities carried over from her childhood and I remembered some events she had communicated to me that coincided in time with the downturn. Goddess N has worked with Goddess X before on a particular vulnerability and noticed that this sequence of events were ones that exposed this vulnerability. It became clear to us that the shining was there, but it had been cocooned by some negative messages dumped upon her by an "energy vampire", someone who listens nicely while looking for the best moment to kick you in the head. Someone who manipulates and raises themselves by lowering others, and this vampire in delivering one of her kicks had landed on a deep vulnerability.
One thing about such pre talks is that we find what metaphors resonate with Goddess X. We had floated a few in conversation that she did not react to or to which she reacted negatively and we floated others that she picked up on as describing her situation well.
Goddess X needed to refocus on this light she radiates to others. She is in the perfect profession for her, and the universe has arranged to let it happen in that Goddess X is in a position that lets her pursue this passion of hers.
I'm a bit reluctant to keep calling her Goddess X in this particular blog entry because so many associate this term with a dominatrix who gets off somehow by domination. It was already known to me but this conversation made it brilliantly clear that Goddess X derives satisfaction by helping others. She stated several times that if she can just have helped just one person stop a life shortening habit then it would have all have been worth it. (She has helped many.) She frets about those whom she cannot help get to their stated goal in a session of two, but when she thinks of it she realizes that all have left improved for having participated. Her passion to help is not what people associate with a dominatrix, but she IS a goddess and I will still call her Goddess X as it is appropriate.
We discussed the incidental effects of her presence. Most of these I cannot include in this blog without revealing too much, but there are a few of the more minor ones that can be shared with this blogged community. One is my story. I arrived as a parched man with an unsatisfied need, and not only did she fill it, she arranged for others to fill it. Jeff approached with two needs and by some magic they seemed to have been filled. (Jeff has got to write more, he has a really interesting story developing. I may have to cede the luckiest man in the world title to him.) Lady Julia made a recording with a theme of complete and total hypnotic surrender, but only for the duration of the trance and I have to think that Goddess X had an indirect influence as this is exactly what we do and have discussed. These are just minor things compared to stuff I cannot blog, but it is sort of a "It is a wonderful life" story, if Goddess X's rays of light had not shone the world would be a darker place today.
It was clear in body posture when Goddess X was ready to be tranced. Her declaration to "Hypnotize me, I surrender to both of you" made it very clear. We did not however come back to the surrender theme, she probably had surrendered, but we did not mention it and did not ask as her degree of surrender was completely irrelevant to what we were doing. What was very relevant was this triangle of mutual trust and love. Goddess X, Goddess N, and I all share deep trust in each other and have shared mental intimacies not known to many others. We also share respect in each other. The energies in this triangle were strong and before we started Goddess X explicitly asked that we touch her (not sexually) – I would not have touched her without this permission but with this I touched and held her hand for much of the time. More than that other than what is described below just was not appropriate to the trance messages.
Goddess N led the induction but I would interject about one sentence to her two. At times I tried to make it be a bit of a double induction giving Goddess X multiple things to track but for the most part we serialized our intertwined efforts. There was no big, flashy, or tricky inductions used, just directions to relax, let go, feel the effect of gravity on her body, etc. Most entrancing was the tone and energy present in that triangle.
In the suggestive parts of the trance, I more or less stuck with reminding Goddess X of her contributions while Goddess N tried to address the vulnerability that can let these shining contributions become cocooned in negative viewpoints. There was one part where Goddess N used a 1,2,3, snap sort of moment to get Goddess X thinking of what she needed.
Getting to root causes, Goddess N placed Goddess X in a childhood prospective and discussed the pain of the vulnerability and the light within Goddess X. Goddess X seemed to feel these as heat in her stomach area and first explored if it was an effect of her hands but then decided it was more than that. Goddess N and I both put our hands there to encourage that part to heal and strengthen and Goddess X requested more of this later in the trance and we both gave her a long dose of both hands.
No reinduction triggers or unusual behaviors were implanted, Goddess X knows that we are both available whenever she needs us. The trance ended when Goddess X was ready for it to end, probably 40 minutes after it had formally started.
Upon awakening, Goddess X glowed. She had been touched and loved in the ways she needed. I knew she was still suggestible for a while after awakening and kept my phrasings and messages as carefully controlled as if she were still formally under.
Goddess X remarked several times how young Goddess N seemed after the trance.
We did have some post session discussions including some jokes about what would be blogged or not. The Mistresses both commented that sometimes they have thoughts like "oh no, he is not going to blog this, is he?" Note: Sensitive entries such as this one are pre-reviewed by all parties before posting.
I have already seen one clear post session sign of her getting back on track.
Tomorrow I have a session where Goddess X will be hypnotizing me. I'm missing Goddess N's interactions but our busy summers have not allowed for much recently.
This occurred in Goddess X's studio. We spent about an hour in pre talk, about half related to what the session would address and about half was spent strategizing. She is about to embark on a new business initiative that is a big thing for her and she thinks Goddess N and I are the best ones with which to work it out.
We already knew the general area of interest and I had noted (but not blogged) some earlier comments from Goddess X on the issue. Basically, a part of her that has always shined is not shining as brightly as it seems it should.
In the course of our discussion we discovered several things. One of the most significant was identifying what might have been a turning point, when positive directions in this turned downward. Like many of us, Goddess X has some vulnerabilities carried over from her childhood and I remembered some events she had communicated to me that coincided in time with the downturn. Goddess N has worked with Goddess X before on a particular vulnerability and noticed that this sequence of events were ones that exposed this vulnerability. It became clear to us that the shining was there, but it had been cocooned by some negative messages dumped upon her by an "energy vampire", someone who listens nicely while looking for the best moment to kick you in the head. Someone who manipulates and raises themselves by lowering others, and this vampire in delivering one of her kicks had landed on a deep vulnerability.
One thing about such pre talks is that we find what metaphors resonate with Goddess X. We had floated a few in conversation that she did not react to or to which she reacted negatively and we floated others that she picked up on as describing her situation well.
Goddess X needed to refocus on this light she radiates to others. She is in the perfect profession for her, and the universe has arranged to let it happen in that Goddess X is in a position that lets her pursue this passion of hers.
I'm a bit reluctant to keep calling her Goddess X in this particular blog entry because so many associate this term with a dominatrix who gets off somehow by domination. It was already known to me but this conversation made it brilliantly clear that Goddess X derives satisfaction by helping others. She stated several times that if she can just have helped just one person stop a life shortening habit then it would have all have been worth it. (She has helped many.) She frets about those whom she cannot help get to their stated goal in a session of two, but when she thinks of it she realizes that all have left improved for having participated. Her passion to help is not what people associate with a dominatrix, but she IS a goddess and I will still call her Goddess X as it is appropriate.
We discussed the incidental effects of her presence. Most of these I cannot include in this blog without revealing too much, but there are a few of the more minor ones that can be shared with this blogged community. One is my story. I arrived as a parched man with an unsatisfied need, and not only did she fill it, she arranged for others to fill it. Jeff approached with two needs and by some magic they seemed to have been filled. (Jeff has got to write more, he has a really interesting story developing. I may have to cede the luckiest man in the world title to him.) Lady Julia made a recording with a theme of complete and total hypnotic surrender, but only for the duration of the trance and I have to think that Goddess X had an indirect influence as this is exactly what we do and have discussed. These are just minor things compared to stuff I cannot blog, but it is sort of a "It is a wonderful life" story, if Goddess X's rays of light had not shone the world would be a darker place today.
It was clear in body posture when Goddess X was ready to be tranced. Her declaration to "Hypnotize me, I surrender to both of you" made it very clear. We did not however come back to the surrender theme, she probably had surrendered, but we did not mention it and did not ask as her degree of surrender was completely irrelevant to what we were doing. What was very relevant was this triangle of mutual trust and love. Goddess X, Goddess N, and I all share deep trust in each other and have shared mental intimacies not known to many others. We also share respect in each other. The energies in this triangle were strong and before we started Goddess X explicitly asked that we touch her (not sexually) – I would not have touched her without this permission but with this I touched and held her hand for much of the time. More than that other than what is described below just was not appropriate to the trance messages.
Goddess N led the induction but I would interject about one sentence to her two. At times I tried to make it be a bit of a double induction giving Goddess X multiple things to track but for the most part we serialized our intertwined efforts. There was no big, flashy, or tricky inductions used, just directions to relax, let go, feel the effect of gravity on her body, etc. Most entrancing was the tone and energy present in that triangle.
In the suggestive parts of the trance, I more or less stuck with reminding Goddess X of her contributions while Goddess N tried to address the vulnerability that can let these shining contributions become cocooned in negative viewpoints. There was one part where Goddess N used a 1,2,3, snap sort of moment to get Goddess X thinking of what she needed.
Getting to root causes, Goddess N placed Goddess X in a childhood prospective and discussed the pain of the vulnerability and the light within Goddess X. Goddess X seemed to feel these as heat in her stomach area and first explored if it was an effect of her hands but then decided it was more than that. Goddess N and I both put our hands there to encourage that part to heal and strengthen and Goddess X requested more of this later in the trance and we both gave her a long dose of both hands.
No reinduction triggers or unusual behaviors were implanted, Goddess X knows that we are both available whenever she needs us. The trance ended when Goddess X was ready for it to end, probably 40 minutes after it had formally started.
Upon awakening, Goddess X glowed. She had been touched and loved in the ways she needed. I knew she was still suggestible for a while after awakening and kept my phrasings and messages as carefully controlled as if she were still formally under.
Goddess X remarked several times how young Goddess N seemed after the trance.
We did have some post session discussions including some jokes about what would be blogged or not. The Mistresses both commented that sometimes they have thoughts like "oh no, he is not going to blog this, is he?" Note: Sensitive entries such as this one are pre-reviewed by all parties before posting.
I have already seen one clear post session sign of her getting back on track.
Tomorrow I have a session where Goddess X will be hypnotizing me. I'm missing Goddess N's interactions but our busy summers have not allowed for much recently.
3 Comments:
Dear DT,
I also have missed our sessions that have taken a summer vacation. I too. felt the wonderful energy of the oh so special triangle. It was interesting, our joining each other in a dual induction for a little while.
I look forward to our next one on one sessions again.
Your Mistress of Relaxation
N
Dear Goddess X,
You are a true being of light and have much to offer whether it be one person or the world.
By the way, nothing beats that dual induction that we did on DT!
Mistress N
I think we will make a one on one happen next week. Goddess N. It should be fun.