First Session -- Log

I did not make a log from session 1, maybe it was the busyness of Christmas. Interestingly, details of that session are now almost totally lost to me. I’m not sure how long we talked before the induction started. I think it started on the table. I have vague memories of you giving me the reinduction trigger but I don’t think you used it until session 2. I remember asking to sit up and that when I did I just looked at whatever was in my initial field of view. I remember later going to the chair, probably in response to a request from me, and that I just stared at a candle. The rest and any other suggestions you made, subtle or otherwise have faded from my recall. My best notes from sessions 1 are the notes I made in prep for session 2.

While prepping these notes and after taking a break, I also recall that you started me on the Florida beach, moved me to the water, then under the water, and allowed or encouraged me to follow your words.

I do remember your next client arriving early and greeting her briefly on the way out.

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Initial Goals

What are your therapeutic goals?
Some restoration of balance by being able to relax and let go, even if only for a limited time. I'm "the responsible one" at work and at home and do this well, bringing stability, comfort, and safety to others but there is no ying/yang balance.

There is lots of stuff going on and I'm the central strong point for most of it. This level of activity is not going to change and there are not even much I'd want to change, but it is unbalanced.

Describe a place where you feel relaxed and safe
A white sand beach, sparsely populated. Sound of waves, occasional seagull, some children. The location is one where I skin dive but at this time I am tired from the diving and am laying on the sand near some trees and am feeling the sun and ocean breeze.

I am listening to the voice of a mostly unseen companion and am getting progressively drawn into her words and thoughts until eventually my inner dialog subsides and I have no sustainable thoughts other than her words. She is aware and watching, so I don't have to. I can let go of all worries and responsibilities by transferring them to her for a limited duration. She has all the initiative and as I follow her words I'm free of the need or desire for planning, analysis, of self-control. I lose much of my sense of self, and I lose my capability to be embarrassed because I know that whatever I do or say is ok as long as it results from following her words and as long as she is regulating for me. What she has me do or experience while in this state is pretty much irrelevant and not even of much interest to me because just being in this state is my core benefit. I am benefiting from the freedom of just being and doing without objectives, analysis, or responsibilities and soaking up this feeling to offset the feelings from the responsibilities I otherwise always carry. The letting go is both the source of my deep relaxation and also is the core benefit that I am soaking up. This is substained as long as I have no choices to make, no plans to consider, and no extended period of quiet time where my inner dialog resumes.

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My Favorite Posts

This is a permanent top listing that serves to orient new readers.

The first part of this blog, marked in yellow, describes a long and slow mutually seductive slide that starts with a normal therapeutic relationship and ends up with a powerful male blissfully surrendered to the control of two female hypnotists. Those who really want to understand how this stuff happens will be fascinated by this section.

The second part of the blog covers the time after which all parties accept the surrender and transfer of control, where the females are comfortable being female masters (mistresses) of the hypnotized male and he is comfortable being there.

After you read enough to decide if this blog interests you, I encourage you to read from the bottom up (even if you don't start at the very bottom), because that is how the story unfolded, how the posts are threaded.

Here are the posts I personally most like, or think you might like. These links will open as pop-ups.

Basics
The mutual seduction
After accepting the mistress thing
Honorable Mentions

Participating: If you are even remotely considering doing this yourself, no matter with whom, read the following:

I will try to persuade the Mistresses to provide their own favorite posts lists.
  • Mistress X's would be interesting as she has the longest prospective
  • Mistress N's would be interesting to help me know what she found in my posts that drew her in
  • Mistress B's would be interesting as she has the least hypnosis experience of these

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Who am I?

I am a confident and intelligent professional in a position where I know what control is about. My personal fetish is a deep and secret desire to be taken over, to turn power and control over to somebody else.

This blog is from a series of hypnosis sessions. In these I discover a very nice and kind therapist who has tolerance for my kink or even has complimentary interests. (See What does the Hypnotist Get?). The sessions start off normally but the control kink is quickly discovered, explored a bit, then the hypnotist backs off for a while before coming to terms with it and becoming an entheuastic participant. She then intorduces a massage therapist who is similarly kind hearted and with a complimentary interest.

I end up deeply in their control while I am with them, and they even establish some remote control influence where they can reach out and influence me between sessions.

The relationship was still pretty much a normal therapeutic one from Dec 2004 to late March, 2005. At that point the power and control transfer became fully acknowledge and the relationship became more one of Mistresses and Goddesses (non-sexual) but still therapeutic.

A few days later, the first hypnodomme told a friend theraputic hypnotist of what she was doing and how it did not involve what she feared. The friend read the blog and thought it sounded fun. She has become involved big time since and once even had the tables turned.

When with them, I might be passive and laying down, I might be a zombified houseboy, I might be sitting up with a bloated red face confessing deep inner thoughts, I might be seemingly awake and interacting, or ...

Read on and find out.

This comment edited May, 2005.

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The synopsis below was created by Texas Trancer from Hypnotic Relationships.

An executive with a strong interest in hypnotic submission is married to a woman who does not share that interest at all and who would freak if she knew her center of support and stability had a submissive side. He found a female pro hypnotist who helped him with therapy on other issues, and over time raised this subject with her. She gradually became sympathetic, and agreed to provide hypnotic domination as a paid professional service with no sexual involvement. She found that she likes doing this, and he got all the relaxation and pleasure he was hoping for.

Then she brought in her friend the massage therapist, who was just learning hypnosis, and he submitted to her too. Then another friend, a pro hypnotist in a nearby city who also had never done any HypnoDomme work, heard about this and how it did not involve the compromises she first thought and she joined in, first by phone, now occasionally in person. So our hero is now calling three nice women "Goddess" or "Mistress" and doing whatever they say within the context of their sessions. They have agreed not to interfere with his complex life outside the sessions except when asked.

I'm sure all of us would prefer to do hypnotic power exchange in the context of a personal relationship, yet isn't that cool? DeepTrancer had marriage and family commitments and business duties, so he respected them. He was careful to find Women of Power who live and work on the bright side, with no interest in physical pain, public humiliation, or blackmail. Also, he's financially successful, so the considerable amounts he has to be spending on this extremely satisfying hobby is within his means.

Don't get too envious, guys! Women who are pro hypnotists: would it make personal and professional sense for you to add this as one of your specialties?


I do wish that more pro hypnotists will understand that the need to submit is a deep and profound need that can drive guys to some very hurtful behaviors and people for lack of a kind alternative, and that they can be providing a very therapeutic (and fun) service by providing an outlet and that this does not involve compromising themselves physically or mentally. I hope that this blog will help show this possibility.

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